Looking for Inspiration

August 30th will be when I start working on my new choreographic work. I'm currently looking for new ideas, inspirations, thoughts, opinions...watever. Here are a few I have so far:

1) Title: Death of Hip-Hop: The abstract display of the death of traditional hip-hop and the emerging of a new wave of hip-hop i.e. jerking, techno beats, trip hop, auto-tune.

2) Title: Highschool Heartbreak: Stories of young love.

3) Title: Burned: Stories of heartbreak but different sides of the story, one woman scorned that she's too angry to love again, one woman still in love and can't let go, and one woman who loves so much she sleeps with men and can never find the right love to love her back. (Read it a few times if you don't get it hehehe).

All of these peice, I want three dancers, preferably female.

As far as music, I want some spoken word, some slam poetry in the mix but anything else....weeellll still looking, i don't want popular music but its what I keep coming back to (probably becuz that's wats on my mp3 player currently).

Love the Way You Lie...

Okay, really quickly, I wanna talk about the whole controversy over the new video by Eminem ft. Rihanna "Love the Way You".

Okay seriously? Why is there even talk about this video? Yes, it is a great and beautiful video but people make it out like their promoting women to get in abusive relationships?! Wtf?? I'm sorry but yess its a sexy video but it doesn't make me wanna go get slapped around a bit just to have amazing sex! hahaha.

Also...confession time...I LOVE Rihanna!! She is so beautiful and he style is one that I almost wanna copy, but I refuse to look like another, but if i was into that sort of thing...she would totally be the person I'd copy. Every gives her crap for being black and super emo but fck it! Your still watching her and waiting to see what she does next right? so something she's doing works. She is so original and I could sit and watch all her videos ALL day...well maybe not all day but most of it :)

Cool Funky Jewelry :P

So I was online one day and I saw this website (www.liquidfiremantra.com) for this really weird but totally cool funky jewelry! (look @ picture above) Super cool right? Nowhere have I seen jewelry like this...its totally hippie but I'm a super hippie so this is right up my alley ;) lol. This type of jewelry is all about the elements...earth..air..fire..water, and has stuff for those who choose to have larger earlobes than most...meaning gauges ears ppl lol....really good stuff.

Keeping with the hippie vibe of things,lets look at some hemp jewelry. Usually worn by hippies and beach bums, dammit i like it! So many people put it off as trashy cheap jewelry but I think, not only is it environmental but economic as well...I mean come on, whats the point of spending ten dollars at a jewelry store for a necklace that would turn green if in the slightest bit of water for over ten minutes??

Well not to make this a PDA or be some environmental activist, just tryna turn the world onto something a little more...different than the norm. Whats the point of having something you saw some celebrity wear, frankly I rather live like the underdog and wear something that everyone hates because in time...people gonna change trends and before you know it, your in style!! :)

My First Poll!!

Look under the box full of followers i don't have...and you'll see a new poll every 30 days :) Now its the question: What do you think of natural black hair? GO LOOK! :D

ONE FOR THE BIG GIRLS!!

I love a big girl who can dress! No homo but if you thick in the hips and built like a brick house and can dress better than a skinny bitch...we should be bffs! hahaha I'm not a size 2 but I'm not a size 14 either and finding clothes not "skinny bitch" tailored is hard ya'll! but I don't believe that should be an excuse...just a means to be creative :)

Let's look at me favorite big sista....Queen Latifah

Divas!! A round of applause for this beautiful big girl holdin it down and setting up positive images for young girls...I've never felt so inspired :))))

Next big diva...Jennifer Hudson *well not so big anymore*

Viva La Big & Beautiful....her powerful voice only adds to the radiant beauty that she is...YOU GO GIRL! :)))

So see ladies...we have no excuse not too let our inner beauty shine, no matter size, color, race, wateva...we deserve it because we have more to love ;)

Oh!

While I'm thinking about it, what ever happened to that whole, no more size 2 girls on the runway deal? Like there was a temporary stroke of genius amongst the fashion community to stop using suppeer skinny girl on the runway and in catalogs.

Was that just a trend for the season or what? Those little toothpicks are crawling their way back onto the catwalk...*sigh* sometimes I wish someone would just shove a big mac into their mouths so they would know what it feels like to eat!! mwahh hahhahahahaha!

Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease :P

I'M GOING VEGAN!!

I'm just a bundle of random-ness...I love me :)

So last night, I was laying down after complete gluttony becuz I just ate some yummy Jumbalya << I kno i totally spelled that wrong but watever.... Anywayz... I had a epiphany. As a dancer and aspiring model, do I look the part? I mean I'm always dancing and exercising but I never shed major weight. I don't wanna be stick thin and I want to lose weight in order to be healthy and have more energy...so the what did I come up with, BE A VEGETARIAN!! So many have done it and their hair and skin and body just improves just becuz they changed they way they ate.

Now this will not be an over-night success...one day and I already want sausage!!! lol But I am determine to do this and prove ppl wrong who say that I won't last a week! Yay me right?!

IM GOING NATURAL!!

No more processing my hair, chemical straighteners, heat, or anything other than organics in my hair! I'm so excited!!! I can't believe I'm doing this, I'm gonna update this when I hit the month mark. Alot of people are being super supportive about this and its making my confidence level rise higher and higher...oh buddy the rush i get from starting a new adventure!! :)

FASHION FEVER!!

Are you a fashionista?

I'm not but I love to shop!!! I wouldn't say that I have the best fashion sense in the world... Imma "wake up, look at the pile of clothes, pick everything that feels good and put it on" type of girl hehe. But I like look at people who can wear the most random shizz and look absolutely effin amazing.

Case and point...the one...the only...GAGA!

LOVE HER! how could you not! ...for more Gaga sexy, go to Gagadaily.com/fashion :)

Now on the dark side of the spectrum...haha yes the pun was intended...we have NICKI MINAJ!

she may not be as crazy as Gaga, who is the Queen of randomness but she does pull out some fashion cards that some black girls wouldn't dare pull! and she makes it work soo well ;)

Okay time for a little...SHOUTOUT!!
To the website Lookville.com.

This website is AMAZING!! if you need help picking out an outfit no matter wat the occasion or persuasion, you can find all the help and tips you need on this site. Homegurls not around...go here!! Make your computer your personal stylist...sounds awesome right....i kno, im a genius hahaha!

So go go go and be the best fashion divas you can be ladies....and gents (i love a man who can dress :P). LOVE YOU ALL!

Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease,

D-Vine

whoa!!...Whats Da T?! Biatches!! :)

Okay its been a super way long time since I tended to my non-existent audience lol but....... I'm Back!!!

Okay first things first...movie must see! "Noah's Arc: Jumping the Broom"




Yes I know its not some super box office hit but a good movie is a good movie, just because its not getting a MTV movie award or something, doesn't mean its not worth watching. However I highly suggest you watch the two seasons of Noah's Arc before watching the movie, it will make more sense and make fall even more in love with the characters. For more info, go to the Logo channel website and search for Noah's Arc. :)

Now... If you know me personally, you know that I'm not one for gossip...but since you don't, Imma let you in on a secret....I LOVE GOSSIP!!!! and drama and dysfunctional people who are walking train wrecks...like this girl...

I present to you...the one, the only, gold digging, dick hoppin, KAT STACKS!!!! lol
Ya kno...I had sympathy for this girl, I mean i read the stories about here and didn't believe them and then read a little bit of her life story from her site and I felt for her ....but damn the bitch does it to herself!! I am never down for a man abusing any female or degrading a woman, but this trick is the reason men treat women like hoes...no less than hes cuz at least they get paid. Where is this girl getting her money, fake ass publicity and 3 mins of fame don't pay the bills!! lol. If you think I'm tripping and just dogging her out, look her up....trust me, you'll find plenty, i did! lol Here's her site: www.katstacks.com...this girl is a trip!! lol

Kkay thats enough chatter, till next time...

Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease :)

Wow...its been a while.

I think its been forever since I wrote on this blog because I have a no longer have a need to bitch online, i just do it in peoples faces. People want some to keep it 100% with them but in reality, in order for someone to not get "pissy" with you, you have to sugar coat shit!...Whatever im over it...he's my latest slam poetry for you folks, its a good read, trust me ;)

Sex and the Single Black Female

Damn I need it!
I don't care who, he just has to be strong, lean, and FINE!!
I need something that can blow my mind....and body ...
into itty, bitty pieces and rain down like super sweet gum drops...
maybe a little rough...I like a good kink...
pull my hair, call my name, make me beg for more...

Got Damn!...I need it!!
No I'm not a hoe...I'm human.
If I was a man, this is typical...
"DON'T TIP THAT HOE!" they say...WTF?!
Just my luck ...that I grew up... as the type of girl who doesn't. give. a. FUCK!
...with the mentality of a man, I want to be able to fuck as much as I can but do it the right way...
...SAFE.

But if a mistake shall happen, society blames me for the baby I will carry, not the gardener who helped plant the seed of the flower that will bloom in the garden in the first mutha fucken place...
leaving him to walk away and me with everyday my life changed...forever.

Never will I need it so bad to risk the consequence of being the bringer of life into this world when I am not ready. For I was a baby girl of a young female working food retail who was ignorant to the risk but being called out her name all the same.

Yes girls and boys all it takes is one time, even the first time...
so little boys hold back or put on your jimmy hat...so when she needs it...she can get it.

And dammit right now I need it!
No I don't look, I find because they look for me.
Don't mean to toot my own horn but I can keep my man going strong...and hard.
Between my lips, breast, thighs, hips, and my......sex, I AM the best.

Damn.. I don't even need it no more, I just got myself off... talking about me...
and its not always about sex...no...its the intimacy.

I may be very sexual but baby... I'm hard to please, wanna find out? Take a number, you'll see.. there is a long wait just to get with a girl like me...

NOW CALLING!...........#3.

Merry Xmas Everyone!!!

Merry Christmas Bitches!! Ugh...this should be a happy and peaceful time of the year but I'm so mad right now....long story and it will only get me mad again to talk about it but anyways...! How was your Christmas? I hate winter time because its that time of year where everyone who doesn't have someone to cuddle next to, gets super depressed, i.e. me! I hate it! I'm always alone during the winter! Sure there is a fling here and there but nothing real....so sad...FML :(

Myspace <3

Myspace... will get you into trouble.

Myspace will make you double up on the loves you wish you had,

the friends you go to talk to that you don't really have.

A new friend request everyday to increase your popularity and get more people to see your new sexy default pic...

picture this...

life would be bliss if myspace invaded my life and I really had 500 friends, 30 lovers, a possible record deal and a model contract...

now take a step back and look at reality...

does my myspace show the real me?

is this the fantasy you still see even with my tattered hair, sweaty clothes, and caloused feet used for dancing?

no...

becuase myspace became my place to make you fall in love with me.

Dance!Dance!Dance!!!

Sooo... I'm a dancer :). People always ask me, "What kind of dancer are you?" I hate that question. Sometimes I'm tempted to just say stripper! lol.

Lesson of the Day: Don't ask a dancer what kind of dancer is he or she unless pronounced already! Why? Becuase if I didn't say ballet dancer or hip hop dancer, most likely I do more dancing than one. And really...if you think about it, all dancers are more than just one genre of dance and if ballet or hip hop is all you do then I sort of feel sad for you because it should be a joy as dancers to explore and pursue different forms of dance.

Moving on....Chris Crocker....Fckn Love Him! He's so funny. His videos are so hilarious.

I feel like he's part of this misunderstood totally random scene kid generation. If this is the world is coming to then we just might have peace on earth after all! hahaha.

I mean come on... lately everyone's going gay, wearing neon colors, being virginal and drug free, and recycling like their trying to stop worlds end tomorrow. I have to admit, im slowing entering this trend, taking baby steps but not trying to change me for a trend, just liking where life is going ya kno? its okay if ya don't lol.

Chris Crocker - Hairflip

A to Z... random survey :P

ANY particulor reason your taking this survey? Boredom really...

ARE you at school, work, or home? Home :(

AGE at which you 1st drank alcohol? Like...sumtime in the 5th grade i think... but its cuz i thought the beer was tea lol

BOUGHT anything from Spencer's? LOTS... I LOVE SPENCERS :)

BLONDES or Brunettes? I've been both so i dont really care lol.

CRAPPIEST band? I don't really knock anyones music... i just artist with no meaning behing their music... like Paris Hilton for example! :P

CAN your dad beat you in a race? Hell Yeh that little fat fucker wish he could beat me! :)

DRAWING or painting? LOVE love love both.

DOES your bedroom need cleaning? we'll see when i get to my dorm lol

DO the drapes match the curtains? hahaha not right nooowww... :P

EVER swear at your parents? My dad when he acts like an asshole or half my fckn age.

EARN enough to pay the bills? hell no... i can barely afford college classes :(

EXORCIST or SAW movies? BOTH!... im love scary movies :)

FLOWERS or chocolate? i dont really do romance but i like roses.

GIVING or receiving gifts? im broke... so recieving hehe :>

GOING to the movies or a play? I love both... i really like plays tho.

HEAVY or light-weight drinker? Some nights... i can drink all night and not feel shit... but most nights... im a light-weight :/

INSTANT or regular coffee? Java java java java java!!! coffee makes me crazy... so unless im exhausted and drink regular... i dont touch the stuff.

JULY 4th or St. Patrick's Day? Oh... this is hard cuz i love the month of July, cuz my b-day is on the 18th... but i like Patty's day cuz green is such a randy color hehehe.

KOOL-AID or Crystal Lite? KOOL-AID! OH YEH!!!

LIGHTS on or off during sex? depends... but i like lights off with candles on :) yumm...

LIQUOR or beer? I hate beer...taste like piss, bread, and nut sack... i like clear liquor... no brown :(... except Crown lol.

MONTH of choice? July!!!!

MISS the most: Him :'(.... slowly trying to move on :(

NEVER would I: shave my hair off...britney spears / solange style lol

NIGHT owl or early bird? sleep when ur old!! night owl ...oww!

NOTE to self: Dont fck on the first night... oh wait... did i type that out loud!!? hahaha j/k... never give your hear away without being sure your getting one in return.

ONLY in America: can you be famous for no got damn reason!!

PRETTY Woman or Sixteen Candles? molly ringwald is my hero!! 16 candles beats pretty woman any day!

QDOBA or Chipotle? CHIPOTLE!!!!!!

QUIT my job for: a higher paying one... or to marry a rich handsome man :)

ROADTRIP or flying? Roadtrip!!! cuz im afraid to fly and the travel is part of the fun! :)

RIGHT or left handed? Lefty :P

SMELL you hate? Period Vaginia!! ewwww.... im a girl so i know the smell on other girls...its like wtf?! dont you clean that shit!!!

SUSHI of choice? spicy cajun roll.... yummmm :P

THANK goodness it's: Sunday! everyone will be gone and i will have the house to myself tomorrow...yessss!

UNDERWARE brand? Any thing thats a boy short.

USUALLY I sing: Karaoke off of youtube....hahahaha!

VERY much like? the craziest little black chica you've eva meet!! freak watcha heard!!! lol

WITHDRAWS from: affection...

WEAPONS I own? yo mama's stank ass coochie! hahaha

X-LOVER's Name? Bunny :(

YELLOW or green? Green is a randy color but im a yella gal... hard choice.

ZACK Morris or Slater? Slater!!! he was spicy hehehe..

ZITS are: evil!!!!!

Woah! Almost got lazy there!

Okay so I almost got lazy and was like "Forget this whole blogging thing, No One's listening any way!!!" Well so what!! I do this for me, not for the attention, I need to write out my thougths or I will burst for the inability to fully express myself. In other words, I need to release some tension before I SMACK A BITCH!! lol

Kkay enough of my ranting and raving... Okay so Vanessa Hudgens has flashed the world again!!! Photos of her were spread all across the world wide web of her showing her retarted droppy boobies in a picture that was obviously taken with her phone. SOME ADVICE MS. HUDGENS!!: "If your going to keep taking naked photos of yourself to send to your gay boyfriend (yes Zacky poo! ) only to have them leaked over and over again, then just do PLAYBOY!! DUH!" Now this does not mean that I don't like Vanessa, I really like her actually, she's not some miss goody two shoes but she's not a Lindsay Lohan or Paris Hilton either. I usually dislike Disney stars but between her and Selena Gomez, I'm starting to see some changes.

Okay enough about these bitches lets move on to a topic I've already talked about a little and can talk about all day really... reality tv! To be specific, I just wanna talk about Real and Chance of Love's new season. Okay is it just me or have these guys really wore out there 15 minutes of fame!!! I'm really tired of these guys getting on tv looking for love when all the really wanna do is have sex with 15+ girls... and when I say guys, I do include Ms. New York... I swear she has an Adam's apple! lol. It's always the same sluts looking to get in bed with a celebrity, but Real and Chance aren't even celebrities! Their reality tv stars, that automatically buts you on the E-list (not D-list like Kathy G. cuz that would be giving them much more fame than they deserve!). And I know their rappers but do you know anyone with a Stallionaire CD? I don't think any of the VD filled girls on the show even know they have a CD out! haha.

Okay enough bitching and moaning from me... if this offends you in any way then well.... JUST GO TO ANOTHER FCKN BLOG OR WEBSITE!! I hate when people get offended by shit they see online or on tv... you don't like it bitch, then don't look at it. This is Amercia, that mean I say or do whatever the fck I want as long as its legal! :P

Okay Okay I'm done!

Live Love Laugh,

Ms. D-Vine xoxo

Im In Love! ....part deux!

So if you've already read the description of me then you know one of the things that I am is a dancer. I love everything about dance and I love all kinds of dance. From Ballet to Hip Hop to Folk Dance.... I love them all! lol.
I watch every dance TV show and every dance movie and I love people who know how to dance. My fav show: So You Think You Can Dance!... If your a dancer and you don't watch this show, then you must live in the fckn rain forest or something because I don't know any dancer that has not watched or at one time auditioned (Which I one day plan to audition for when I feel like I'm good enough to make it to the top 2 and not just be in the audition tapes!lol) for this TV show sent from the Gods!! :)

Fav Movie: Where do I start....all time favs would be Center Stage 1 & 2 and Step Up 2. Center Stage 1 and 2 for me was one of the best movies in showing how it is to be a dance. It showed the hard work, the criticism, the ball busting truth behind assholes who have this retarded, skinny bitch ballerina image of what it is to be a dancer. One of the major reasons why Step Up 2 is even in my favs is because of Rob Hoffman and Adam Sevani...especially Adam. Yes the dancing was really good, some of the best I've seen to date but I just can't get pass all the hotness! The way that they dance... oh my knees go weak and the seat of my chair gets wet (sry if you find that T.M.I hehe). Rob is so awesome because he has taken ballet classes before and can dance hip hop like he's from the streets and looks so good doing it. He has a boyish charm and watching him on Nick Cannon's Wild-n-Out shows me he has a sense of humor with is always a plus! Adam Sevani to me is just so so so adorable!!! He looks like the cool nerdy kid from high school...the one who all the girls secretly wanted to date but was too afraid due to keeping a certain image...ya know. It shocks me every time I see him dance because I never expect it... its like how does this cute skinny kid do it! lol I can watch him all day... seriously!

Rob Hoffman :)

Adam Sevani ;)

ALEX EVANS!!! Mii Amore <3

IM IN LOVE!!

His name is Alex Evans and he is the cutest guy I've ever seen and he lives all the way in Quebec. He's super creative ( I mean he has a clothing line, he models, and he is a photographer.) and did I mention he is super super super to the 100th power cute!!!! He has bright blue eyes that melt your heart and has a smile that makes you weak in the knees! OH I think I'm going to need a cold shower after this one! And HE'S NOT GAY! atleast I don't think he is... not that it would matter to me, I still will drool over everyone of his pictures anyway! :) It should be a crime to be so incredibly hot, smart, and creative and too live so far away from me! I'll make sure I put up all the links of where you can find him so you can stalk him like I did and come to this incredible realization like I did that he is such an awesome person :)

Myspace:

http://www.myspace.com/alexevans

YouTube:

http://www.youtube.com/thealexevans

Website:

http://alexevans.net

Facts About Alex:


He goes to Dawson College.
He BUYS music not Downloads it.
He believes everything is possible.
He created Heartbreaker Clothing.
He doesn't trust a lot of people.
He keeps to himself.
He doesn't get along with all people.
Clothes is something he shouldn't buy that much.
Love is something hard for him to understand.
He's actually writting a book!
His Ipod is his best friend.
He learned english all by himself.

Its like I found the male version of myself...except for the clothing line, writting a book, Dawson College, and legal music downloading...sorry lol.

Go check out Alex Evans clothing line! (http://heartbreakerclothing.net/)

How Many TV Shows About the Beach Can They Make??!

Seriously.... I'm so tired of turning on my tv and seeing some lame ass TV show about teens on the beach. Whether it's reality TV or a TV series... either way, its usually sucks and if you watch more than two episodes, you get sucked into this black hole and start watching every episode, especially if its a marathon! What the hell is so great about watching people on the beach! I don't wanna watch people on the beach... I wanna fucking go to the beach!

Oh and the people they cast in these shit stained TV shows... okay 1) If you actually go to the beach, not everyone has a model body, most have muffin tops or beer bellys flopping over their bottom (eww. gross visual.). Yes, I know its just TV but its so effin fake, silicon starts oozing from my TV when I watch shit like that. Everyone has perfect bodies, perfect hair, perfect tans (no sunburns like the ones they would really get if they were on a beach every damn day), and they all have a secret or a flaw that when you find it out your either like, "wtf?! there is no way a person like you would have a problem with a , flaw like that or that secret was not that big!" or your thinking, "I have the same fucking problem and I'm not crying about it... WTF!"

I don't know, I guess maybe I just have a problem with superficial shit cuz so much of the world is so fake already that it's really hard to find something or someone real. Like Me! Well until next time, next thought vomit, next rant, ...

Love, Peace, and Mary Jane ;)

< 3 Miss D

HAPPY F*CKN 4TH OF JULY!!!

Yeh I'm not having the best of days but hey, this happens every year so why should I even feel like the next one is going to be different until I get my own place and car. Yes ladies and gentlemen, I am a broke college student with no car and living with family. Life a sucks and then you die, thats my motto!


Okay enough of being totally depressing... so at this very moment, I'm watching one of my most favorite movies of all f*ckn time!!.... Queen of the Dammed. Stewart Townsend makes my private downtown area drip just thinking about this sexy vampire. Even though he may not be as good as Tom Cruise's portrayal of Lestat in Interview With a Vampire, where the character was more true to the way Anne Rice (she wrote the books called the Vampire Chronicles that these movies were based upon) wrote it, Stewart's portral of him left me wanting him to bit my neck anytime he wanted...or bit other things if he would like! hehehe.

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Just a Tid-Bit: Stewart Townsend also played in The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, The Night Stalker (Series), About Adam (mie fav!), and a small cameo on Aeon Flux.

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The part where he tells the story behind the violin is where I'm at at this point and its one of my favs! He looks so sad, I just want to cuddle him up and tell him its okay, but its kinda rediculious considering the fact he's a big bad vampire that kill me faster than you can say "WTF?!" lol

I also love the character Akasha played by Aaliyah. Its so sad that such a beauty was taken from this world at such an early age. She is so sexy and so seductive playing the villian in this movie. She's the character you love to hate, you know she's the bad guy but you don't want to see her die :(.... oh did I mention... he f*ckn body! Those abs and hips...omg! Not the mention the really hot and very revealing outfit she has on in the picture to the left, she is the perfect body to me (stare at the movie dreamingly). The way she dances and moves with her hips in this movie makes me have a huge freakin lesbo crush on her! :)

R.I.P Aaliyah Dana Haughton

Jan. 16, 1979 - Aug. 25, 2001

So I have a little secret...

Omg!!!

I'm in love with gay men...especially gay emo men. Like really hot gay emo guys are such a turn on! I could just watch YouTube videos like all day of just pics of emo guys kissing! HOT! So for my first official random blog post, I just want to post pics of all the hot ass guys I see on the web :)

I mean there are some gay porn stars (oops i just spilled a little secret about me...i love gay porn but im a str8t girl...yes sad) that are like soo freakin hot! The pic to the right is of hot porn star Tyler Kayden...I love love love this little twinky boy, he is so cute, i just wanna take him home and spoil him! :)

Why are gay men so hot I don't know...and any girl that says that gay men aren't hot, they should be lesbians, 2 dicks are hotter than 1 or none! lol.

I sometimes wish I was a gay man, I mean I don't know if i could take it up the ass but I would do anything for some of these incredibly hot peices of ass! I mean who wouldn't?! I think maybe I would just be satisfied by just being a man period! lol I could play with myself all day ;)

HEY! atleast im being honest hahaha!

Tyler Kayden:

Other Hotties :) :